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Last night I went out with TheUglyKnight and Samothtiger, which I haven't done in a very long time. We went out for a sushi dinner, but first we stopped by the apartment that Samoth shares with his sister and her boyfriend, and some guy I don't know. I know that they won't mind if I mention that their apartment is a fucking hole and I don't understand how they tolerate living there, especially not with all the jackasses that seem to be perpetually over there. I though my apartment was messy, but this place reminded me of the places I went to in middle school to do drugs; the only reason I could tolerate those conditions then was because I perpetually fucked up on, usually, rather serious shit. Thank God I grew out of that phase, I'm also glad I went through that phase as young as I did. Boy, what a dumbass I'd be if I were doing it now! The worst part of it all was meeting the boyfriend... When Punky and I walked past him on the lawn the guy said, in regard to me, "Who is THAT?" in a tone of voice that immediately told me that he and I will never get along because he's an ignorant pig who would hit on me if no one else were around, even though he does have a girlfriend who's too good for him. It's not my place to judge and it's none of my business, so if she's happy with him I'm happy for her, but Samoth's sister shouldn't be with someone ignorant, unintelligent, and racist. I was only at their apartment for about twenty minutes and I heard more nigger jokes than I care to think about. It's funny, Samoth and his sister both hate their father, but her boyfriend reminds me a little of him, at least the racist part. I haven't lost any respect for Samoth's sister, but only because I understand what it is to go for the guy who's really bad for you. I just hope she grows out of it.
My period has been really hard on me this month, not only did it come early, but it came with a lot of the intense physical pain that isn't normal during menstruation. I spent most of my weekend with the damn heating pad on my abdomen and I even missed a day of work. However, I did avoid using heavy pain killers, which is very encouraging because I could have been in much more pain than I was.
I'm still calling around to different doctors, the ones I can see according to my insurance, to find the one I think will best serve me. My last gynecologist, Dr. Susan Jeanfreau (not the beautiful doctor from the free clinic, but the one before that), was so terrible that I'm being very selective: I WANT A DOCTOR WHO WILL LISTEN TO ME!
Every night when I pack another box in preparation to move I look forward to having my own studio; I can't wait to get back to work on the things I really love.
I hope Carl has actually been keeping up with the paper work, I've been too busy with my quest for a good doctor to check up on him. I wonder if he knows he should also be looking for good home and flood insurance? Hmm... I'd better ask tonight.
No, I'm not worried about who will read this, I'll say what I want.
My period has been really hard on me this month, not only did it come early, but it came with a lot of the intense physical pain that isn't normal during menstruation. I spent most of my weekend with the damn heating pad on my abdomen and I even missed a day of work. However, I did avoid using heavy pain killers, which is very encouraging because I could have been in much more pain than I was.
I'm still calling around to different doctors, the ones I can see according to my insurance, to find the one I think will best serve me. My last gynecologist, Dr. Susan Jeanfreau (not the beautiful doctor from the free clinic, but the one before that), was so terrible that I'm being very selective: I WANT A DOCTOR WHO WILL LISTEN TO ME!
Every night when I pack another box in preparation to move I look forward to having my own studio; I can't wait to get back to work on the things I really love.
I hope Carl has actually been keeping up with the paper work, I've been too busy with my quest for a good doctor to check up on him. I wonder if he knows he should also be looking for good home and flood insurance? Hmm... I'd better ask tonight.
No, I'm not worried about who will read this, I'll say what I want.
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